One of my favorite quotes of all time is
in the movie The Gladiator with Russel Crowe. Russel's General
character, Maximus, has just been asked to do something "for Rome" and
for "Duty-sake" which will conceivable delay his going home to see his
family whom he hasn't seen for years. It is his hearts desire to see
his family again, and he is struggling with the decision of whether to
say "Yes" to the Caesar's request. In contemplation, he has the
following dialogue with his servant/valet Cicero.
Maximus: You don't find it hard to do your duty?
Cicero: Sometimes I do what I want to do. The rest of the time, I do what I have to.
I
found that for the last 13 miles of my Paris Marathon my brain AND my
emotions were arguing with each other for who had the BEST reason to
quit. Therefore, my brain AND my emotions were BOTH on board with me
quitting, and were just oozing with reasons that it would just make
sense to do so. While they were battling it out, coming up with
compelling reason after reason both appealing to my rational sense of
logic AND my emotions, I just kept DOING. I just kept moving forward,
putting one foot in front of the other foot, forward motion, step after
step after step towards my goal.
And
it struck me. I had been in "Marathon training" long before I was
ACTUALLY literally IN Marathon training. How? By attaining and
maintaining optimal health through TSFL.
Modifying my BEHAVIOR
to move towards a pre-determined GOAL despite daily fluctuations in
environment, emotions, or sometimes even LOGIC was something I learned
how to do consistently before I even bought my first pair of running
shoes.
Some people say "I could never do what you did," with
reference to the Marathon training. Some people say "I could never do
what you did," with reference to losing 150 pounds and attaining optimal
health.
But, really, they are one and the same thing. Making a
fundamental decision to DO something which takes daily action and
discipline, and sometimes involves setting our immediate WANTS aside for
the longer term GOAL of what our daily action, over time, will achieve
for us.
I suppose some would not choose to do that. But I'm so glad I did!
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